The
Augusts of My Life
Published in Marietta (GA) Daily Journal, 9/9/18
With
the exception of three years, I have entered a public school or college
classroom every August of my life since 1950.
Pardon
the excursion into numerology, but that’s sixty-nine Augusts minus three which
equals sixty-six. Of those sixty-six
Augusts, sixteen were spent as a student; fifty were spent on the other side of
the desk.
Today
in London, England I am pondering those fifty Augusts that began in 1966. This,
my fiftieth August year, is being interrupted by a brief vacation.
Yes,
I ponder. Why have I given fifty Augusts
to teaching youths and young adults about language, literature, English
history, and writing? Why have I pointed
students to merry England, English poets, and the grandeur of London, that
beacon of western civilization? Of what
good is teaching English literature? Who
actually thinks youths can be dragged from their technology long enough to
learn, much less appreciate what things were like before technology enveloped us
all? What do English studies have to do
with gainful employment?
More
personally, how did I go from southern country boy to lover of England and a
teacher of poetry and all things British?
Good grief! My youth was spent
hoeing, castrating calves, cleaning barns and chicken houses, picking cotton,
digging potatoes, and wringing chickens’ necks in time to have chicken for
supper. Since I enjoyed every day of it,
how did Shakespeare, Tennyson, Charles Dickens, and Churchill wiggle their
proper selves through my mundane existence into my brain and soul?
They
had some help, and not just from my parents and teachers. Up and down a country road, farmers and their
wives lived, practiced, and exemplified the contemplative life. They may have never heard of England’s
William Wordsworth but they believed that “the world is too much with us /
getting and spending we lay waste our powers / little we see in nature that is
ours.”
Those
farmers also cared about what was going on in the truly “outside” world. They had endured the Great Depression and
sent sons to the second Great War. They
had plenty to contemplate. Contemplate
and speak of it all, they did.
It
was a Greek non-writer, Socrates, who said, “The unexamined life is not worth
living,” but it was the many British writers who, like Tennyson, urged
contemplation and challenged readers to “to seek a newer world / to strive, to
seek, to find, and not to yield.” Hobson
Harvey may have been the only farmer on Old Highway 80 ever to quote Tennyson,
but all of them would drop poetic lines from time to time, indicating that
somewhere along the way the poets of yesteryear had reached them.
For
the questions raised in the fourth paragraph above, I found answers many
Augusts ago. I saw the answers writ
large on the faces of high schoolers as far back as the late sixties. It was obvious, and still is in this fiftieth
August year, that youths need the contemplation that the study of literature
provides. I’ve learned that college students
as well need and can find answers for life’s deepest questions (meaning and
purpose) in literature and in the thoughtful discussion of it. Sports, malls, and pleasures of all sorts can
provide needed respite and relieve stress, but they don’t deal with life’s
deepest questions. Literature does. In a fashion, so can history.
I’m
glad I stayed in teaching. Twice I
almost quit. Yes, what most drives
teachers from teaching is students and what most keeps teachers in teaching is
students as well. Learning that former
student Harold Melton was installed this week as Chief Justice of the Georgia
Supreme Court was an emotional delight.
Melton was a prince if I ever saw one.
Running into former students who have successfully maintained a small
business is just as satisfying. Both the
Harold Meltons and the Average Joes can keep a teacher going.
Tomorrow
we go to Downing Street. No doubt a
guide or a brochure will resurrect Disraeli, Gladstone, Churchill, and
Thatcher, and let them say a few words.
But for all the contributions that Prime Ministers have made, the poets
and the natural world they pointed us to have prodded the soul more. As Wordsworth put it, “One impulse from a
vernal wood / May teach you more of man / Of moral evil and of good / Than all
the sages can.”
Next
week it’s back to the books and resumption of the fiftieth August since, as the
American poet Frost reminded us, “the woods are lovely, dark, and deep, but I
have promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep.”
Roger Hines
9/5/18
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